Why I feel so unhappy, while she is addicting in happiness. I should know I shouldn’t take a look in her blog, even her QQ signature. But I did both. So it’s I asked for it.
As the fact has already happened, then I would face it and talk a little about it. Yes, I envy her, envy her life in abroad which is my biggest dream. I talked to her in the third year of the university by that I would try to go abroad while she told me that she would choose postgraduate study. Finally I had to choose postgraduate first and she went abroad firstly.
It’s very obvious that some people would like to say I am narrow. I wanner say no. I think you would teach me that there’s nothing need to feel sad about others being better than you. However, do you want me to say that :”Are there anything I don’t know that you can tell me?”. I am not say it too much but now, I explain – It’s about dream. How could a person being in the future without any feelings that when see others had achieved something better than you? It’s not to judge a person when see him behave like me, it’s watch him what he is doing when he happen the thing like me.
